无题

都已经过了差不多两个月了，我还是一样没把我们的照片从书架上拿下来收。也许我还真的希望可以拯救这份感情吧。真的是个儍子！
看过很多文章说到：
当爱情不在的时候，请大声地祝福他/她。毕竟，曾经爱过。

但是如果喜欢一个人的心也可以退回的话。。。那么该退到哪个地方？。。。因为自己的心已经被喜欢跟在乎的感觉充满。。。

很多时候女人永远不知道男人为什么不会轻易掉眼泪? 因为他们自己知道。他们不是不会掉眼泪，只是他明白，一但眼泪掉下来了，这段感情也就结束了。就好像我和妳一样。

没有你的日子以后让我想起很多以往的事，很多我很后悔没有和妳一起做的事。我很想告诉妳，妳真的不是最好的，但是妳是最适合我的。。。。。。。。。。。今天在工作上遇到最大的挫折，以往还可以对你发发牢骚，现在只能自己吭在心里消化。希望一切会顺顺利利吧。
不知妳在哪儿还好吗？每次对你的问候都子会拿到简单的答复。。。。。。也许知是我一个人自作多情把了吧。

11/10/2007

Tomorrow will be our 5th year anniversary if we are still together...but are we together now? We are not...:'(....should i msg you and share this?
I still thinking of you. Somehow i still hope we can be together again in someday..
My friend yesterday asked me whether i believe in faith? I did believe in the beginning when we meet. I always believe if i do not go for the competition in KL church, i will not meet you in the entire of my life and you will not become my gf. But now i didn't believe faith anymore, because what i believe we can stay together forever can't be real also. Then why should the faith bring us together? I now more believe in realistic relationship......
The cactus that i got from one of my best friend before we end our relationship is growing so fast......but the memories of you still so hard to be removed from me......Suddently i think of you, the cactus's owner...hope you are fine there......i know you always tougher......

想你

昨晚看了小叮噹的卡通片。如果现在的世界有时光机就好了。
如果可以的话，我愿意放弃现在所有的一切一切，只期望可以回到我们在大学时的亲密时光。
可是能吗？