Finally....

Finally I found it again!!! Yesterday went to attend praise and worship at St.Anne church, finally I found back YOU, I have found back YOU my GOD!!! First time I relax in peace within the holy spirit, is really a very touching and relaxing. Although people sing all around, but I still can feel you is beside me and I really give all my soul and thought to you. This is a really perfect rest I ever have. JESUS is Gloria, gloria, gloria is YOU!!!

Yesterday my TT told me, in this world, there is a word shared by all different speaking language, and the word is ALLELUYA!!! I LOVE you my JESUS. Thanks Jesus, thanks for not letting your sheep alone....I know you never leave we all......

Confuse....

Today just finish review with my director. Now i understand why people said almost all director from Chxxtxd always didnt promote his/her employee. This review can say standard nia, no outstanding. Work till wanna die only get rank C!!! WTF. Somemore dont let me change department, somemore say if i stay, sure will have a bright future.....but.....rank C!!!buxxshxt la. Talk cock!!?? Then somemore went to tell my TT that he have a very good expectation on me, and give me very good review....izit Rank C is good review?? Lolz...pening...then my TT come and ask me about this, what u expect me to say...sien nia

luckily today TT told me he wont go liao....will stay here to take over all SF team...luckily still have somemore guild me. Aii...this director ha....when wanna retire? Faster lei.....i think wont easy to get promote compare to others department if he still at here...aii....maximum 1 year la...then bye bye lo...

Tired....

Suddenly feel lonely here. Izit working life is like this? Everyday I have lots of things to do and no doubt that i can learn lots of knowledge. But, I still feel like there is something that I still miss here. I also dunno what is it. GOD, pls help me. My life now seem like become routine already. What is the thing I still miss? Friendship? Love? Satisfaction? Izit this is the job I want the most? What should I do my father? The only thing I can do now is to let you plan all the things for me. Pls dont let me alone my lord.