Tired....

Suddenly feel lonely here. Izit working life is like this? Everyday I have lots of things to do and no doubt that i can learn lots of knowledge. But, I still feel like there is something that I still miss here. I also dunno what is it. GOD, pls help me. My life now seem like become routine already. What is the thing I still miss? Friendship? Love? Satisfaction? Izit this is the job I want the most? What should I do my father? The only thing I can do now is to let you plan all the things for me. Pls dont let me alone my lord.